ME or Myalgic encephalomyelitis is also known as Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. It is an illness categorized by Post Exertional Neurological Exhaustion. This is a worsening of symptoms we already experience, such as dizziness, fatigue, pressure in the head and neck, migraines, difficulty speaking, brain fog, muscle weakness, widespread pain, numbness, temporary paralysis, nausea. noise and light sensitivity, full body shakes, sore throat and swollen glands. The list is never ending and it can be truly debilitating and overwhelming. This leaves many sufferers housebound of bed bound and only a small proportion can work full time.
That scares me especially. I’ve always known by working full time I’m doing too much and my ability to continue without deteriorating has depended upon sacrifices and careful pacing. Especially in this season where I have deteriorated significantly. I am stuck on the sofa, often reclined or in bed. If I leave the house just to pop to the shops which are in a close proximity to my flat I get PENE. Working a full day, even reclined feels so unbearable that words don’t even exist to describe it.
This means many of us with ME are already isolated. Even if we can work for many of us it’s from home and work often floors us so much that we may not have the energy to reply to your messages in a timely manner let alone have an outside social life.
We’re always in lockdown. We’re always socially distancing and in some ways this period of lockdown has opened the world up for us. People are checking in on us and zoom is a thing. The worry is that once people start being able to go out into their social bubbles and back into the workplace is that we will be forgotten once more.
Missing inside our homes.
Please remember to check in on us. I know it can be frustrating because we don’t always have the strength to reply or for a full on coherent conversation but we greatly appreciate your checking in on us.
And please consider spreading awareness on behalf of us. There is still a lot of misinformation out there.
Even doctors believe we are lazy, just anxious and depressed, that exercise is good for us.
None of these things are true.
ME is real and can oftentimes be more debilitating than Cancer, MS and heart disease.