Do you ever feel so useless that the slightest critique gets to you?
Do you ever have such low self esteem that everything feels like a personal attack?
Or is it just me?
I don’t know why but I have no self-esteem. I constantly feel like I am of no value, a burden… useless…
I get over it at times. I feel great. But it’s still underlying and lingering in the background.
I feel unaccepted in the things I do.
The decisions I make.
I feel trapped – like a bird – desperate to fly but not given the space to do anything.
Maybe that’s why I just booked a holiday to Berlin even though my life’s so uncertain right now…
So I can fly. So I feel less useless.
So I can explore, be independent and grow. To escape from the toxic environment I am in.
Recovering from low self esteem is a long winding road. It’s certainly not linear. But it is possible if your given the right space and time to heal.
Sometimes it won’t feel possible. If you’re going through a vulnerable patch but it is! And if your experiencing this, you need to keep going. Keep pushing yourself and putting yourself out there and it will get better!
